Vicious Circle

I sometimes wish If i could just be myself.

Situations around and people within are so much an influence in ones life.

I grew up being myself and doing my own things. There was more of a me myself and my things which all mattered to me.


When I moved into living with a few of them the concept of me and myself did hardly work. Me began to change to we and us and my self to we and ours. The change was hard to accept initially as you would get lots of opinions to every small deed.


Many a times i had cribbed about all the changes that had happened to me and to my life.  As days passed by the "new" was no longer New and I got used to the silly things of moving in.


As I was happy settling with the new changes I gradually notice few more pouring in. It again took some time to realize what was affecting me. I would not just ignore as it was no longer a ME.


Today I see my self in a trance and sometimes hopping on two different shoes. Sometimes being my self and sometimes being US.

Tomorrow there is going to be a day as i grow with time where I will go back to being myself and doing my own things and there will be more of a me myself and my things which will only matter to me.

Life is a vicious circle and it will always be.